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If only I would have been that rich to book a airplane ticket for myself I wouldn’t have looked back ever again 
Hey @BengoMChai buddy hope all is okay at your end. – if you need to talk to someone. – please feel free to pm me …
What’s wrong bro you can share it here.
We might be able to help.
Sucide is never a solution instead it will create more problems for your closed and loved ones.
Think about them whenever such a thought comes in your mind.
Hi @Ash thank you for responding. I don’t have anyone at my back to consider them as my loved ones. My life is messed & frustrated with it. I see death a ultimate to way to go out of all of this & I believe eventually everything will be fine. 
It’s not the right step. Pm me I can talk to you if you don’t want to share in public.
Hi @adnan_d92 thank you for responding. I will eventually but ain’t it state to express anything now 
I will write to you soon I am sorry.
Best method is to think yourself as a deadman…..you have nothing to do with anything going around you or inside you…..get out of home, travel around (not a right time now but…) Meet people, talk to them, listen to their life story. Go for Vipassana meditation, it’s free 10 days course. You’ll be disconnected with outside world. Inside, you surrender yourself, do what they say without being judgemental……
I have tried to move out, but steps always takes me to hazardous automotives like railways, bridges. Giving me a clue that that’s it. I believe those are painful death. I learnt about death in sleep but even that’s not a assured death. Also, pharmacy won’t give those pills without proper prescription.
“Suicide eliminates the chance of life getting any better”
Do some Workout, Take some sunshine, go out, Pass time with nature (it will definitely help)
If you can’t do those try to sleep bro give your Brain rest. Do meditation if unable to get sleep
I had the same feelings to do with my life. Then, I completed my 21 & learnt this are illusions and there is something called a family, life, career, responsibilty & everything that will pull your legs & eventually make you dried out and throw you at a corner to make you look like a laughing stock. No one wants me to be alive but then again no one is again letting me die peacefully 
You’re so lucky dude.
You have the opportunity to make your own movie.
Fight it out and then someday you’ll share the story with your grandchildrens about how you fought the most dangerous fight and came out successful.
When life gives you lemons, make lemonade.
Ending things is easy peasy, fighting it out is what brave hearts like you should do and will do.
I’m sure people are here to help.
All things aren’t bad. It’s just the bad things we are looking at.
Please 
don’t do anything silly please talk to some one
I think suicide should be an official option kept in front of person by his Government/Law. If he wants to end all his pain in one go he should be allowed to.
Death=Pain, so no option but to live and we want you to be here.
Some times online friends like dimers are better to talk to than near and dear ones, as these people, without any stake, can give you best selfless advice.
So do open up here slowly.
Don’t take any step bro this is life and most precious thing in the world. Please take some rest go on vacation learn from nature .
Life is not cheap that you end it like this…… God has gifted you a life, you can’t end it, you have a responsibilities towards it.
Hey man,
Once a deer and it’s child were grassing in the Forest near a sea shore, suddenly they were surrounded by danger on all sides
on East a lion was waiting to hunt them, on West was a Hunter who aimed an arrow at them, on South was a Forest fire slowly and steadily engulfing the Forest and on North a high tide in Ocean ,
The deer just looked at all the direction and felt certain of death, & then made itself calm so that it’s child doesnt panic and thanked the universe for every thing it provided until that moment, and made up it’s mind that there is nothing to loose at that very moment. It would sacrifice itself to the lion that way its child can live and took a first step towards lion, when the universe played it’s part , a strong lightning struck near the hunter who missed the aim and shot the lion and the rain which accompanied the lighting completely put off the forest fire in few minutes, now both the deer and it’s child ran into the welcoming forest to live their life,
(Resumed again) Since I am from gaming background. I wanted to do career in gaming let it be related graphics or something but pressure again killed my passion. Started Youtube channel for streaming got good sucess started getting income (pretty much) from it dad didn’t liked was forced to delete my channel. Again sitting idle doing nothing listening taunts to my parents & relatives. Since, I had realised I am introvert I applied for simple field job like Swiggy delivery everything done got myself bicycle and all ready start dad got to know boom he threw my everything away and asked not to do. Again jobless.
Got job offer from BPO today since it’s been long time sitting idle I just accepted it without second thought package was too low (18K/month) but still better than sitting home listening taunts. Dad got to know about this said NO again.
They want me to work then they don’t want to work where I want. I did big mistake I said Yes to them every single time. I let my passion die, I l
then letting me should also be an option isn’t it?
Since you are introvert , here’s some Osho gyan for you
Once you know that which never dies, you’ll never think of suicide again
a beautiful life is given by God. pray to God and ask him that you need him in your life and see everything will be alright. It will take time but gradually all things will be settle down. Ask God’s mercy in your life. We all will pray for you. you think not one cares for u but God cares. Your mom cares, your dad cares. look at them and believe in God.
Think of your parents. You will ruin the rest of their life crying for you. They will feel gulity for raising a son who did not even think of them before ending the life.
They will believe that you did not love them. So it’s like killing them too.
You are very lucky that you have got good health. There are several other people in this world who want to live but cannot do so due to many diseases and ailments.
Think positively. Show the world that you are brave.
If you have friends in a different city, go and stay with them for a month or so, if possible. This will help you think clearly what’s important in your life, what is it that you want to do…
People are really lucky to have. Friends are diamonds. If & only I had them I wouldn’t have even spared any time for my bad happenings.
Just think that u have a child and he wanna commite suicide, how would it have felt you?
Let me tell u that my mama had a child aged 20 year who died in a road accident some years back, not only he died but my mama is still in shock today and cry everytime when he looks at me.
Its very hard for anyone to lose a child at this age.
Let me tell u one practical advice too (many could oppose it but I think it could work), in some mean time, tell your mother that I’m not able to understand what I would do in my life but I’m thinking of end my life.
Just in some fun way, u could tell.
Mother’s are one who I very emotional who could even understand what all thinks u are having in your mind and what’s all things are eating u.
Talking about father, they are always sorrounded by some guys taking about their happy family and all, so, they always expect from their child which is although important but I don’t think it’s always required (they are more practical than emotional)
Then, it seems like I am adopted 
Plz watch and listen carefully to this one @BengoMChai
Sucide is never a solution for new life bro, my younger brother committed sucide few years back, after that entire family was in depression and shattered. My dreams to crack upsc was shattered into pieces, lost my mind as a result of depression was in icu fighting for life, 90% dead and luckily recovered. Your family definitely loves you for sure, Don’t ever think of sucide as an option, rather take the job and runaway live separately till your family accepts your passion as priority, with 18k salary take a room with work friends love peaceful life for some time, do whatever you like to do.
Just move to some other city, away from your family and relatives, do job and enjoy the rest of your time.
But don’t go alone, share a room with some of your friends. Chill with them. And after some days, u would yourself think, that how stupid am I thinking of suicide.
I don’t have any real life friends. I had some friends from old gaming days they live in foreign land. I tried making friends in my locality but no one seems like to be one with me. Maybe because I spend like them in big parties, or introvert or they just don’t want me in. Happened earlier at my jobs too were no one was interested in taking in their groups cause of some XYZ reason. I realised & stopped disturbing others peace, privacy & harmony.
Okay it seems you are in a great despair. When you do nothing, ideally sitting at home, your mind will definitely ask you to do something either appropriate or inappropriate. There is a saying, a man either should be on job or on drunk. So you’re not the first one to make this decision
I’m not gonna say life is beautiful. Yes it’s really fu*king crazy. One day it will show you some blossoms and another day some hard stones.
And one’s lifestyle/happiness is completely based on his surrounding society and people near him. So one’s value could be vandalised at wrong place. So change your environment, dude I’m not asking you to run away.
There is always two minds in human – inner mind and outer mind. The former always decides to go after right things which many of us eventually disobey, and the latter always decides the things that give you temporary solutions like yours. You decide which one you pay your attention. yet it’s your own decision to end your life that fu*ked you up or to wake up every day to fu*k the things that did the same to you.
Just see Nawazuddin Siddiqui.
I have not seen a men in bollywood more introvert than him.
And still he is ruling that industry, which even don’t give respect to these introvert kind of person.
All we need is to stand firm against all odds and one day we would rule over all.
U may have seen shezzada in tiktok who is a fat guy who loves to dance and he has also uploaded his life journey videos on tiktok. U could also watch those and get motivated.
Tried. Asked permission. But, got rejection from parents.
Pappu ki naani ke desh chala ja…
